What's in the Way?

What's in the way? So many things are popping up in my mind. First off I would say that my choices are holding my back from success. I don't mean I'm failing but I could do better. I hurt myself when I can't say no. For example, I tell myself that when I get off work I'm just going to go home, take a shower, and do my homework but then when my friends ask me to go the club, I go along with them. That was a bad choice. I had a sociology test first thing in the morning I could barely function for. My eyes wouldn't stay open and my head was pounding. Then it gets better. I totally forgot I had a speech due the next hour. I did okay but I had no energy. The only comment I got was that I was monotone. What a surprise? The worst part is that this is almost an everyday thing. I did good for two weeks about saying "no." It's a totally different life when you get sleep. It's nice waking up in the morning and not feeling like someone is pounding a hammer on your head. It's nice feeling like you are going to be productive for the day. I'm busy enough so I don't know why I make these dumb desicions. Another example: I go to school from 10 to 2 then I go straight to work till closing time at work (8 P.M.) I get stressed because I'm always on the go. There's no reason for me to make life more tough. When I do usually get a break I try to work out. That's stressful also. I feel fat all the time and I have to stress when finding time to fit in my workout schedule. I wish I had one day completely off from school and work. I would just get a good night's sleep and then sleep in. I would work out first thing in the morning then go run errands such as laundry. Then I could pay my rent and clean my room. I could even catch up with old friends I havn't had time for. There are so many possibilities of things I could get done if I just wouldn't go out.