Sunday, March 8, 2009

Annoyances

Tonight is one of those nights where every little thing annoys me. Why is everything due tomorrow? Is that woodpecker outside ever going to stop banging it's head. It must have a massive head ache. Is she really just going to leave here stuff laying here. Where is my money going? When am I going to get my clothes ready to bring home. What am I going to do if I can't find my flashdrive? Why don't I ever have time to sleep? I just feel so annoyed and stressed out tonight. I just need a day off from school and work to just lay around, catch up on sleep, clean my room, study for classes, and just relax. Right now I just have so much built up inside and I can't seem to calm it. I don't mean to get annoyed so easily is because I just get so irritated when I'm stressed. I can't think straight because I just have people talking in my ear. The biggest annoyance to me is my weight. First semester I drank my life away basically. I stayed up all night then I would just take power naps to get me by. I went to cheddars about four days out of the week. We ate out about every day atleast one meal. This semester I have stopped drinking. I don't go out to eat. I don't eat anything made with white flour and I don't drink soda's. When go to the grocery store I get fiber cereal, i get apples, oranges, bananas, lettuce, lean cuisine, oatmeal, and grilled chicken breasts. I now work out 5 times a week and sleep regularily. I have not lost weight. I'm also not able to see any changes. That is definately my biggest annoyance of the past months. Another annoyance is that I never get to see my family. Hopefully, with this nice weather my mood will become nicer. I can always hope for this annoying storm to pass.

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