This boy

I had this boyfriend for a year. He was my most serious boyfriend ever and I honestly loved him. But of course it seems all good things come to an end. He was shot and killed. After he died I was a depressed mess. Long story short, I hated "love" and was single for two years. The first year I was completely fine with being alone and really couldn't imagine it any other way. But after a year and a half I started to get lonely and stupid. I would try to make myself like boys that treated me like crap just to feel like I had someone who cared for me. That was as miserable as anything. This passed summer I decided that wasn't working on me and tried a new approach. Don't search for love. That's not the way to go about it and on most occasions you end up making yourself look like a creeper. I should have taken that advice a year ago! My friend Chelsea started dating this boy from Dixon. So I hung out with her and her boyfriend for a good while and then one random night we decided to surprise him at him and his "boy's camp out." That's exactly when I met my boyfriend. We didn't even talk that night but some how we kept running into each other. I met my boyfriend Trey without even looking. We have now been together for six months. I can't believe it. We are so good together. We are nothing alike but we get along great. I'm the crazy outgoing one and most people are lucky to get two words out of him. He's the super shy and quiet type. You would never think we were together. He's not anything my type but I think that makes it more real. I love him and love being around him. He's great for me. It's so random that we're together but I love random and I love him as my boyfriend. He's a good guy and goes out of his way to make me happy. He's the first nice guy I've ever dated and it's nice. Ass hole's were getting old. I've dated too many of them and I wouldn't call those relationships. But all in all, I'm happy.