more rambling about time

I'm not going to lie. I miss my boyfriend Trey so much and can not wait till he gets back up here tonight after I get off work. But I feel almost as if I was a lost less stressed without him. I feel that way because me and my room mate finally got a chance to spend one on one time together all the nights he was gone. We have been missing our one on one time and it makes me sad. I love hanging out with her but I also love hanging out with him. I love him and that's just basically how girls are when they are in love. They start to push away from the friends they love just to spend time with him. I hate it but I'm going to want to hang out with my boyfriend. I basically only hang out with him at night anyway because I'm really busy with work and school while he has school and is a pledge in his Fraternity. That fraternity takes up a lot of his time. But without him here, I havn't had to stress about somehow ditching my friends and it's great. I'm also able to get more homework done that has been needed to get done for quite some time. I had this sociology project that is basically worth are whole entire grade that I basically just started on spring break. It's due April 10 so I definately needed this break from everyone. I feel though that I'm almost going to have less time for my friends once I join this personal trainer team next week. I won't be able to go out and that will be hard. My friends are college girls and they are going to want to go out. I'm honestly content not going out till summer but I hate missing out on good time with my friends. I just hope everything works out and I'm able to start this whole getting up at 6 in the morning again like high school instead of feeling like I'm dead with nine hours of sleep getting up at 9 in the morning. I guess we'll see!