Friday, April 10, 2009
It's like I'm a totally different person
I blame it on the birth control! I have been taking birth control for years now. I take it for my acne. I'm sure everyone is like "suuuuure" but it's true. I had horible acne all through middle school and freshman year. I tried everything. I tried every possible pill out there. I tried every possible face cleaning set, such as proactive. Nothing seemed to help my horrible complextion. I made an appoitment with my doctor and I was surprised when she told me I should try birth conrol because hormones have a lot to do with acne. It worked almost immediatly and I have been taking it since. Well my prescription ended a couple months ago and I needed to make an appoitment to get more. I called Planned Parenthood and asked about getting a papsmire. I was pleased to hear that I didn't need to get one until I was twenty one. I just got to go there and get a prescription for a year. They put me on a different type of birth control and I think it is really playing a game with my emotions. My room mate told me she used to take it and it made here really emotional. I'm not too emotional but I am definately more moody. I never want to go out anymore and I always want to sleep. I yell at my boyfriend about little things then instantly apologize because I realize that he has done nothing wrong. I am a totally different person. I just like to sleep, work out, and relax. I feel bad bailing out on my friends all the time because I just don't feel like going out. It also doesn't help the situation at all that I work full time, go to school full time, and have to wake up early every day for my work out and school. I also am trying to lose weight, which means no alcohol for me. I don't think I'm turning into a bad person, just someone who likes to be alone a lot more. I just hate that I kind of keep myself aways from friends. I miss them. I just am not into the same scene, I guess.
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